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Management of Miserable Life

We could define miserable life as a life that is hopeless, agitating, unfilled, sad, toil, every second of agony, lack of money to make everyone happy, new problems starting before we even attempt to solve the one which is on our hand. I know you won’t agree with that definition.

But I could tell you and everyone about my miserable life which wasn’t brought to my door step overnight – it started rolling like a snowball down from the highest mountain since I grew up. So imagine how big it must have been now! I am not going to bother you more with my lousy life. But I will share this : Now, having tried varies techniques, I don’t see and feel even the first letter of M, of Miserable. Although, I know my past always tries to hunt me down. At present, I try to be happy as much as I can, by not worrying too much about the future, my terrible married life yet a beautiful daughter, years of education that does not fit for a job that I do, I could write whole bunches of other stuffs also going very personal by naming every single person who makes my life miserable. Oh! let me not do that, you will go to a nice sleep. So here is what I do to keep my miserable life going without noticing it!

I drink a few wine may be about 1 bottle a week or so. I learned that drinking a little wine once in a while can be good for cold and heart, but I do not know if that is true.

I try myself to get lost in the present moment. Getting so lost that you wonder yourself, is this me? How do I do this, I have a job that makes me run, work very long about 70 hours a week and in between breaks find time to blog and just keep thinking as far as I can about this and that oh yes about life too!

I make videos and films some of which are on youtube.com, most of them aren’t worth watching, you be the judge if I am wrong.

I work on websites, write stuffs, blog as I told you above, read tech news mostly

I take pictures to get lost when work does not demand me. I look at objects but don’t know what the heck it means to be a pro. Playing guitar is also my hobby, I jam for 15 mins every night after work; it’s like shaking your head and dumping toxics!

I take my miserable life as a God given Product, an experience that I must have, pass through till the end.

I meditate about ten to twenty minutes everyday right before going to work. It takes me to places where there are no money, there are no friends to please, and there are no boundaries to what I can achieve. It’s like a dream come true.

I watch about 3 to 4 movies a week, not on a theater but at home. When I get time I will talk about them here as My Film reviews. I like movies off the main stream types. Mostly American and Korean, Japanese, Germany, Australians and other Foreign films.

I just try to get lost; forgetting everyone which would include me and my future and of course get busy; work, do multi-tasking, just get lost doing more than you can handle!

. Hope these my personal experience help you. Do not over work so much to hurt yourself, my messages is : Get lost in the present moment and make the best of it, say Good Bye to your miserable life.

See ya!
ruben